Seattle or bust

The plan, as of now, is to return to Seattle on Tuesday and to come back here on Sunday.

Her energy level is good ... though that "sick feeling" has returned. She's supposed to go in for a chemo treatment on Wednesday. I have no idea. I have no idea.

I mean--if the toxins are what have caused a lot of her recent problems ... then, um ...

And her liver mets are starting to bother her once again.

If it's not this, it's that. If it's not that, it's this.

I feel like I've gotten so accustomed to the ups and downs that I'm not the best judge of how she's doing right now. You fall for it ... the hope. It's so easy to fall for it. She was absolutely convinced she wouldn't start chemo again, but her oncologist was SO incredibly encouraging that how could she say no? Still, he looks at me disappointedly with this "you know too much" look.